The
day of my wedding I was extremely anxious, nauseous and generally doing very badly! There are pictures of me where I look like
death! It was horrible! My family and
friends wrote it off as nerves. Walking
down the aisle my Dad kept telling me to “breathe, Aimee, breathe!” I was thinking, why is he telling me
that? Come to find out, I was
hyperventilating! So, when I got to
Kevin and the ceremony began, I remember feeling God’s presence. Kevin and I wrote our own vows. After the ceremony, people came up to us and
commented how beautiful our vows were, how they could feel God’s presence, how
touched they were, etc.
With
all of that being said, for 5 years I have believed the lie that I married
Kevin against God’s will! And it WAS
a lie! As my friend and I sat on the
balcony at the beach, we were talking about marriage and the importance of
being married by a Godly person. I told
her how even though Kevin and I weren’t saved it was important to us to be
married by a Godly person. I began
telling her about the day of my wedding and all of a sudden it hit me like a
ton of bricks! This revelation hit me
spiritually and I felt it physically! GOD would never make me feel the way I
felt on the day of my wedding! All of
that was from the enemy! All of the
feelings I had, I have only experienced when under attack from the enemy. At the time of my wedding, I was not a
Christian and did not know anything about the enemy. I truly believed it was
God and that it was my punishment for going against His will!
This
revelation hit me in a way I cannot begin to explain. I immediately began crying and then
laughing. I felt physically lighter and
somehow different! The biggest lie of my
marriage had been exposed and God healed me in a way only HE can! It was as though in that moment, God reached
down and touched me and I will never be the same.
Kevin
was always God’s plan for me! I am not
powerful enough to change God’s plans. He knew me before He knit me together in
my mother’s womb. He knew at the beginning
exactly what it would take to bring me to my knees before Him! That is why all of this happened. There was a part of me that believed God didn’t
love me before I was saved- that His plans for me didn’t begin until I was
saved. That too was a lie!
My
friends, the enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy! Jesus came so that we can have life and have
it to the full! Ask God to expose the lies you are believing and step forward
in truth. It will change your life! This revelation was an answer to prayer to
expose the lies of the enemy. At the
time of praying, I did not have a CLUE that this would be God’s answer.
